A story with dreamweaver

Dreamweaver wrote this story after I shared my fantasy with him. Thanks for bringing my fantasy to live! I might not have the time to finish the rest of it though...school work's a killer...

Jenny clicked on the bookmark on her firefox browser and the familiar site popped up. Logging in, she checked her inbox, deleting the usual rubbish/spam/indecent proposals that clutter it. In the midst of deleting them , she saw an email that simply said;

"I love your photos. Good to meet a fellow Singapore Citizen who enjoys voyeurism as much as i do. I have uploaded some of my own as well. I hope to hear from you soon..."

Her curiosity piqued, she started to search the the various galleries in the site and true enough, she saw photos posted by "DW69". Seeing familiar backdrops of HDB stairwells and MRT escalators, Jenny's pussy began to throb with excitment.

Jenny is a both an exhibitionist as well as a voyeur. She is a member of a particular website where photos of girls (and a few guys) whose underwear are exposed (or "zhao gng" in local parlance) are shared by members for everybody's enjoyment. Deciding to reply, Jenny sends off the following;

"Glad you enjoy my work. I like yours too. Keep the pictures coming..."

*

I was elated when Jenny replied and over the next few weeks, we emailed each other, sharing pictures and exchanging tips. I finally managed to earn her trust, enough for her to add me to her MSN account.

*

Its always a thrill to check my inbox and see DW's email, especially when i see that he has attached photos to show me. After weeks of back & forth, i decided it would be easier for us to communicate via MSN and so from then on, we got a bit more familiar with each other.

*

Jenny realised that i took a lot of the pictures myself and one day, while chatting, I teased her about me taking her photos. She said she would think about it...

*

Jenny logged off that night, thinking if she should say yes and as she laid in bed, she gently touched herself, between her legs. She was pulled her panties aside and started massaging her clit. She could feel her clean shaven pussy lips starting to swell in arousal as she drifted off...

*

We agreed to meet at a Starbucks outlet where Jenny stayed. We would recognize each other by what we would be wearing. Jenny decided on a blue baby doll dress with a belt, matched with 2" heels. The hem of the dress barely reached her mid thighs. The dress hid the white cotton panties she had on as well as a white lacy bra which snugly cupped her 34C breasts. Checking herself out in the mirror, she realised that it was a wee bit translucent. She grinned, satisfied, and confidently saunters out of the house.

*

I was in a pair of comfortable jeans and a white long sleeve shirt, rolled up to my elbow. I had my Macbook with me and i spotted Jenny as she walked over towards me. I noticed that her dress was slightly translucent under the strong sunlight. She was carrying a small handbag as well. She smiled coyly as we awkwardly shook hands and retired to a quiet corner, where i started to show her the photos i took. Sharing how i would edit and crop the photos to protect the identity of the subject.

*

Jenny started getting wet as her eyes took in the photos. She could not believe she finally summoned enough courage to meet him.

"Should i trust him? I only just met him..." she mused to herself as her eyes danced over the photos. Jenny subconsciously parted her legs wider.

*

There was this guy sitting across the shop and i noticed his eyes were lingering at Jenny's legs. Her skirt has hiked upwards, showing more of her legs. I beckoned her to follow me, nodding towards the guy. She stood up, leaned over and whispered into my ears,

"Have your camera ready..."

I turned towards her and i realised that allowed me to look into down her blouse. I saw her cleavage, sensually accentuated by the white lacy bra. Jenny quickly straightened her body and walked up. I followed her to a bus stop where we got onto a bus. I was content to quietly sit next to her as she seemed to know where she is going.

We alighted after a couple of stops and she started ascending a overhead bridge. That gave me a clear view up her babydoll dress. My camera was already out and i started snapping away, stopping every once in awhile to check the surrounding to see we were been watched.

After crossing the bridge, we walked across a maze of void decks, in one of the newer housing estates where is was deserted during the day. We took the lift up to the 22nd floor and from there, we went into one of the stairwells. Going up the stairs, she once again exposed herself to me, her white cotton panties. My cock was growing harder by the minute as i snapped away. At one point, i was right up behind her, positioning my camera between her legs, firing off a series of shots.

"Change out of your panties Jenny..." I was breathing harder by now.

We were in a quiet stairwell and she stood there, fishing out a pair of purple panties with frilly edges from that small handbag. She bent forward to remove her panties, allowing her top to fall forward again, exposing herself again. She hiked her skirt up to pull off her white cotton panties. My heartbeat quickened as I thought she would expose her pussy but she had a g-string on under her panties.

Before slipping on her purple panties, Jenny's fingers rubbed the g-string covering her slit.

She looked at me as she did so, speaking in almost a whisper,

"I'm wet..."

i fired off more shots of her touching herself and in her purple panties.

"Take off your bra" i panted.

"Unzip yourself first" Jenny bargained.

As I did, she unsnapped her strapless bra, allowing her hardened nipples to show for the first time. She gave me a glimpse of her nipples. They were light brown, tipping her firm perky breasts.

I so badly wanted to taste and suckle on them.

"Bend over", my voice was hoarse from arousal.

I went behind her and started snapping away. Her hands hiked her skirt higher, giving me clear unrestricted view of her panties. As she was bent over, the dress dropped away from her front, giving me a good view of her breasts and nipples. I squatted down and continued shooting while my cock got harder.

I wanted her only in her g-string. Jenny shook her head.

"I want to see you cock..."

I stood up quickly, unzipping my jeans, allowing my erect cock to spring out. She could see the tip coated with my precum.

Jenny took removed her panties. She was wet. I could smell her arousal when i moved closer to take more shot. Since the g-string was white and soaking wet, it stuck to her pussy lips, showing every detail of her cleanly shaven pussy.

She stepped away from me, walking towards a secluded life landing which had rays of the setting sun streaming through the side. While standing there, she She stood there her back towards the light.

A halo of gold enveloped her, making her look almost ethereal. A slight breeze was blowing, which made strands of her hair dance. The breeze lifted her skirt as well, giving me glimpse of her bare pussy. The sun shone through her dress, accentuating the curves of her pert ass while casting shadows upon her upper thighs. Her nipples stood proudly, her arms akimbo on her hips.

"So, what do you want me to do next?" Jenny teased. "Would you like me to take my g-string off? Its soaked and its all your fault..."

Gym without panties

Thanks to the readers who have sent me encouraging emails and comments. Yah I'm still blogging for now, but not as much as before or replying as fast to emails though. Really been busy.

Long time readers will know how I exercise more when the stress level goes up. It is far healthier than eating to beat stress, and the high I get from exercise can be addictive. Yeah, as addictive as the other kind of high I get when I go without underwear. And it helps me get rid of the extra weight I have gained during the less stressful hols. Exercise is good. So I started going to the school gym again.

I will usually wear cotton panties when I'm exercising because they are good at absorbing perspiration and I feel more comfortable. I have always wanted to try exercising without panties because my shorts have an inner lining that is supposed to be very good at taking perspiration from my skin and drying it off. Furthermore with the lining it is quite safe to leave out panties. I can't see much even when I'm doing all sorts of warm up stretching exercises. And it feels almost the same. This is also more convenient as I need not wash an extra pair of panties. Ha! I don't think I'm the only person to do this. Do my readers also wear your sports shorts next to the skin?

After the workout, I decided not to wear back my bra. I had worn it the whole day before changing into my sports bra and it was very hot today, so I didn't want to put it on again after having showered. Problem is that I didn't bring nipple tapes with me today and had to hold up my bag to chest level when walking past people, until I boarded the bus. Almost fell asleep. Will be terrible to get knocked out on the bus and let people notice my pointiness all the way home. Fortunately stayed awake until I got home today.

It was a little bit embarrassing this morning when I was rushing to school. I boarded the bus and pulled out my ezlink card from my bag. I hadn't packed my bag very well and my sports bra dropped out. But that wasn't too bad. At least it looks like sports gear. You know what I really dread? Sometimes I like to remove my bra after school and enjoy a free and easy trip home. I always keep it in my bag very carefully because it will be so embarrassing if all that lace drops out of my bag!

Night sights

Went out to buy something at night and saw a couple around my age at a bus stop in a housing estate. The girl was in a black t-shirt and sports shorts, her bf also in matching all black. While queueing to board the bus, the girl looked around and caught the eye of one of the guys beside me. Her eyes flicked to down to her chest and then away quickly. Her self-conscious behaviour drew my attention... She then quickly turned back to her bf and tried to hide behind him. I couldn't help wondering if they were out having some braless fun... hehe...

Hols ending

I went out braless almost everyday after my bf banned my pantyless attire. Not immediately, but after I realised that being such a good girl the whole week is too tall an order for me. Especially since I so enjoy the extra attention I'm getting. Sort of like a rebound effect from the restraint placed on me.

I did not want to do anything too drastic initially, just went around shopping centres with a jacket to hide the movement when I'm walking. Just a safe outlet. I went all over the island to visit the different shopping centres because I did not want people to realise that there is a braless girl is at the same place everyday. :p I got some shocked and disgusted stares when I removed the jacket, but most of the attention was friendly. The jacket is needed only when I find guys following me around. A little too much attention :p

I even went to work without a bra. But I will bring one along in my bag to put on before lunch if I need to walk outside and the weather is too hot for a jacket. And one day, one of my colleagues noticed...

massage video

I got a temp job doing filing and data entry. Boring stuff, can't take more than a few days of this. I don't even want to touch the comp when I got home, so didn't feel like blogging or replying to your emails. Anyway I was very decently dressed since I'm working. Friday was the last day so I went to work braless, but with a jacket on to attract less attention.

I got these from a reader before I left for Bali and I was half expecting stuff like this over there. I was a little disappointed! Do I need to go to Japan for this? :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNOoDAFq0xc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9sOXh6U9HA

Bali

I just came back from a short trip to Bali, where it is not uncommon to see topless women tanning on the beach. But as far as I can see, they are mostly Caucasians. I guess my friends and I stood out a little.

I was a little shy initially, when removing my bikini top. Though we have been friends for years, this is the first time I'm showing my breasts to my friends. But I dared to do this only because they are all girls, no guys! I wasn't going to miss the chance after having waited for months for this hols when we finally made it to Bali! I finally got the chance to tan my boobs publicly. That's something I will never get to do in Singapore. They teased me about my erected nipple and I had to think of something else so i won't be so excited. That was quite embarrassing.

Somehow I was less bothered that other tourists at the beach could see. I don't think it is anything they haven't seen before at this beach. Nobody's behaving as though there is anything wrong, no cameras came out, no looks of disgust. Yes I have gotten stares back home from some aunties and uncles who are sharp enough to notice that I was walking around town without a bra underneath my t-shirt. And it is not safe for me to untie my bikini top at most places, when I'm suntanning lying down on my chest. Over here it was just a few admiring looks, smiles and hellos from other tourists. It was liberating. And I felt comfortable and at ease.

We did some water sports that left me aching a little. Especially since I have just recovered from another flu attack. So the massage helped a lot to remove the pains. It was my first massage and I wasn't sure what to expect and was halfminded about wearing a thong with a bikini top. That was what I saw in a youtube video I got from a reader when I told him I will be getting a massage at Bali. I almost got conned. Luckily I went with friends who were more experienced than me and they recommended a normal bikini.

My friends had known that I liked to go out braless, though only one other also did so back home. But now that we are tourists in a holiday spot, anything goes! It might be their only chance to ever go shopping without our bras underneath! I wonder if it helped our bargaining skills when we were buying souvenirs from the roadside stalls. Hehe.

Oh I'm missing Bali already!

housework

I need an outlet for the exam stress. Which is why I have been running almost every night. Not always with a big tee and vib. Sometimes I cycle too, but I have blogged about it before. Getting boring. Which is why I started doing housework. I'm a lazy girl who never helps Mum with housework. The only things I wash are my own underwear. In fact, I'm seldom at home during the day since the house is hot and we don't have air con. Which is why I do most of my mugging for exam in school, public library or fast food restaurants. Mum was so surprised that I swept and mopped the floor today.

Well housework is usually exhausting, hot and just not fun. I wouldn't have picked up the mop again if not for the lack of exercise time lately. And with the rain this afternoon I wasn't really not keen to leave the house. I can feel myself getting fat. Night runs are obviously not much of a cardio workout, contrary to what Mum thinks. It is just a stress reliever to me, though I must never tell her. So I worked out with the mop today.

Anyway, I usually do housework only under Mum's supervision. Now that the whole family is out and I'm home alone, I can do housework nude, which makes it much more fun. Of course I have to close all the windows so I don't give neighbours a shock. This is probably how I will be doing all my housework when I get married and have my own apartment one day. Ha ha! But I might wear a sports bra next time to prevent my C-cups from banging into each other so much.

One fine day

Wrote this a few days ago...

Once in a while I like to go home braless after school, and I declare today to be one of those days. I would usually wear one to school and remove it on the way home, sometimes while still in school and sometimes find a toilet along the way home to do so. I had to go teach tuition after class today but my student is a girl so... never mind.

I would usually wear a top that is not too fitting so that it is less obvious, but I'm feeling a little slutty today. So I wore a mini tee that is probably one size smaller than what I should wear to school. I wore a bikini bra underneath so it was very comfortable. Is it just my imagination or did I really get noticed more in school today? I like to do things like these when exams are near and enjoy the occasional stare from strangers. Cheap thrill, as someone told me, but damn fun lor.

It was too warm to wrap a sweater around my shoulders until I have some air con, and it would be obscene for me to walk around campus with no bra and no sweater since the tee is really quite tight. So I had to wait till I was out of campus before I could really start my fun. I took a bus out and the last row of the bus was not occupied. I might as well start now. Bikinis are easy to remove even in public. No need to take off my tee, just untie the knots and slide it out. I think I'm getting moist. The shape of my nipples is already quite prominent now. Damn sexy lor. I arranged my sweater to cover up when I'm done admiring myself then laid back and tried to do some studying on the way there.

I had to change to another bus to get to my student's home and I still had some time to kill so I strolled around the neighbourhood shops to look around, and to be seen. At first I will walk with my sweater open and let people notice, then cover up when someone stared too intently. But the day is warm and I had to keep the sweater after a while. It's been a while since I last went out in a mini tee, no bra, no stickers and no sweater like this and I'm feeling a little jittery to be doing this in broad daylight and so openly. I did not want to give up and go wear back the bikini, so I detoured and took a more deserted route to the bus stop.

It was a longer distance, with retirees hanging around the shops along the way. Not all were so old that they did not notice the 2 points very prominently displayed on my chest. I tried hunching my shoulders to downplay them, but I doubt it is having much effect. So I might as well walk with my back straight and my chest out, more confidently than I felt. I hope I'm not giving the uncles here heart attacks! I'm almost getting one myself! I consoled myself by telling myself that it is much less likely that I will run into friends here at a housing estate than if I were to do this in a shopping mall in town.

There were again stares at the bus stop but I could deal with it. I boarded the bus with my bag hugged to my chest so nobody noticed. This was still fine except that I need to find some way to cover up before I can be teaching. I ended up tying back my bikini at the staircase landing of my student's home. Yes, staircase landing again. I have done this before late at night but not during the day! Fortunately with a bikini I could slip it in and tie the straps without taking off my t-shirt. And my student was none the wiser.

Oh that was fun. I should do this again in a cooler place.

Night run in big T-shirt

I went on another night run again, finally. More of a stroll actually. I was in a big t-shirt, the kind that is so long it covers my shorts. The kind that might just leave you wondering if I'm wearing shorts inside. But of course people always wear shorts inside, who will come out of the house in just a t-shirt? So who will really take a second look and realise I'm not wearing anything inside?

I usually do my night runs later at night, not while the shops are still open and people are still out. I walked into a supermarket in just a t-shirt and slippers tonight. Almost as soon as I stepped into the store, they announced that the store is closing soon and the shoppers were more interested in choosing their groceries and queueing up than looking at a young girl in a black t-shirt. I didn't bring any money with me, no place to keep it anyway. Only my phone that I'm holding. Maybe next time I will actually join the queue and hope nobody notice that I'm bare underneath.

A friend called and we chatted as I strolled back to where I had left my bra, shorts and panties. Neatly folded at the staircase of a HDB block, waiting for me to reclaim and put on before I go home. I'm feeling so relaxed and free dressing like this. Very therapeutic walk to the supermarket. Not exactly retail therapy, but I feel much better afterwards.

Support topless women!

It's unlikely to ever happen here but over in New York there is a project to change the views of people and get them to accept women walking around naked from the waist up. What a way to keep cool on hot days, and days are always hot here in Singapore! Women have as much right as men to be topless!



See the rest of the photos on flickr.

IT Show

I went with my BF to the IT show at Suntec City yesterday and it was very very crowded! He wanted to go by himself and meet me after that because he doesn't want me to go squeeze with all the men inside. Isn't that thoughtful and sweet of him? But I assured him that I'm ok and I have gone before so I know what to expect. I was still unprepared for how slow it was for us to squeeze in and out of the halls.

He had forgotten to tell me to wear a bra today, and I also deliberately forgot about it. And I wore a miniskirt and g-string, which is usually what I would do when meeting him. That made him worried when he saw me and sometimes he walked in front of me and clear a way for me and sometimes behind me to protect my backside. He told me how some guys will try to take photos up my skirt in crowded places like this and some even post those photos and videos online to share with their friends. Of course I know that this might happen to me but you know me, I won't really mind letting guys take an admiring peek at my butt, as long as nobody know who I am. And I don't think they can take photos of my butt and my face. Won't that be too obvious and noticable to the people behind them?

I like the way he slips his hand under my skirt and squeeze my butt from time to time when he is walking behind me. I like the way my breasts bump into his shoulders when he walks in front of me and I stay very very close to him. When I'm walking in front, I will sometimes deliberately let my sweater open and not cover my breasts. My top is white but with nipple stickers you can't see the bumps, I don't think anybody knows I'm not wearing a bra. Nobody can see much anyway since the place is so crowded but it is fun for me to be so uncovered in such a crowded place.

He bought the memory for his phone and we went to esplanade for dinner. Then I saw the most amazing sight. There was a Chinese woman, looks local, who wore a white polo t-shirt without a bra inside. I can see the shape of her nipples and she did not have a jacket or anything to cover herself with. And she is at least D cup or bigger! I told B to look and he was amazed at what he saw. She was with a friend and looked comfortable. I guess she does this all the time. Maybe I will stop wearing nipple stickers on weekends from now on!

I saw today

I saw this t-shirt with the words "Good girls go to heaven, bad girls go down under". I thought it was quite hilarious. Does it mean that bad girls go down on guys? I think it is a good treat to give a NSF boyfriend on his weekend. I had always thought that what will be bad is to go down on other guys while the bf is in camp or to totally refuse him any release when with you.

On another topic, how many of you have seen young (less than 30 years old) ang moh girls walking in Singapore braless? I have only seen the older ones do this, pushing prams around or looking like they are very lost tourists. I have heard that this is a very common practice during summer in more liberal countries such as Australia or the states. Singapore is in summer almost the whole year round, but you seldom see locals doing this. Maybe it will also become a common practice here one day, but I think I will be old and droopy by that time and you guys will not want to look at me then. Youth is short and I want to enjoy it while I can.

A reader asked me if I will stop my children from going braless when they grow up. I think that in another 20 years time, it will be so common that I will be ridiculous not to let them do this. A generation ago, who has heard of nipple stickers, g-strings, brazilian wax and baring the butt crack? Who knew that bikinis will replace the one-piece swimsuit as the most common swimming costume? It is all part of fashion these days.

Chinese New Year

Any girls reading this blog? I got some loot from CNY ang pow and maybe I will get either a dildo or vibrator. If I can get only one, which should I get?

Anyway.... how was your CNY? Mine was boring, until I went out with friends on the second night. Mum wanted me to look prim and proper during the CNY visitations and I was less comfortable than I am used to these days. You know what I mean right? The first day was the worst. The weather is always so hot during CNY and I was sleepy most of the time. Plus I didn't have many cousins so I was bored the whole day. I remembered only a distant relative (dunno husband or son of some aunt) who kept staring at my chest and made me feel relieved that I was wearing a bra. But anyway I had bought this top because it was loose and dark coloured enough that I should be fine even if I was free and easy.

Disappointed and feeling rebellious, I finally got my chance to go out without my bra on the second day. I was wearing my undies because I was at my relatives' place earlier. I went to friends' houses for visitation after dinner and I removed my bra the moment I stepped into the lift. It was easy while pulling down the top, which was like a tube, remove the bra and pull up the tube again and I've kept my bra even before the lift door opens again. No time for nipple stickers though. I walked around with very visible nipples until I reached a public toilet. Anyway it was already kind of dark and I don't think anybody saw.

I suppose I have my mum to thank for forcing me to wear a bra today because I ended up playing strip poker at my friend's house! I would have looked really wierd losing my top and not having anything inside. Hehe... The material of this tube is quite thin so I had to put on my bra again before I could knock on my friend's door (wore the bra in the lift again, this is fun :p) and so I looked quite proper when I joined them. They are friends from JC, and I'm closer to them than to my uni friends for some reason. Some of them left earlier and there were only 4 of us left and we played poker, 2 guys and 2 girls. One of the horny NS boys suggested upping the stakes and betting our clothing. But we agreed to strip only to our undies and I'm fine with that because it is like bikini and swimming trunks right?

To cut a long story short (I'm very long-winded at times), I'm not very good at cards and soon lost my top and jeans. That was after we slowly lost our tissue, earrings, watches, belts, that kind of stuff. The guys were stunned to see me pull off my red top and see my lacy black bra underneath. I told them I was wearing a matching g-string. One of them said he did not expect to see such exotic underwear. Hehe... It was a very pretty set, but I had not expected to show anybody. The guys lost some more of their clothing and I managed to keep my jeans for a while longer (maybe the visual feast they got helped) until one of them shyly stripped to his briefs. At the sight of the bulge in his briefs we laughed like crazy! He was quite embarrassed.

Now while we have gone to the beach in bikini and trunks, I have never seen him erected before! I suppose a lacy lingerie set looks a lot sexier than a bikini and he lost control. I know I was wet and did not want to risk staining my friend's bed so I sat with one foot under me to avoid touching my crotch to the bedsheets. I just wanted to be safe even though I was wearing something. Without any more clothing to lose, the game was coming to an end. The same guy who suggested strip poker asked if we wanted to play forfeit. That is, if we lose again, we have to do something that the winner says. With minimal clothing, you can imagine how hot the forfeits can get! The girl and I were less keen than the guys. It seems strange to be doing this with old friends that we have known for years. Otherwise we might have gone to the next stage.

What kind of forfeits have you played before? One reader emailed me his story of a nude massage with a girl and I'm still waiting for the last part to come in :p

Mum

If you are a horny reader hoping to bump into me one day in the MRT when I'm not wearing a bra, I have bad news for you. Mum is catching on to my new free-and-easy lifestyle. And she is not happy with it. And I'm not happy because she won't let me do this during CNY.

I usually wash my bras once a week and she noticed that she is not seeing a lot of my bras on the clotheslines these days. She is not buying my story of how I wear the same bra on 2 or 3 days because I'm not out of the house for long and I'm too lazy to keep changing and washing them. I do wear a bra in school, most days, just that I have to wear a top that can hide my boobs (some of my favourite tops can't), and I will sometimes put on the bra only when I reach campus and remove it before I leave. So sometimes one can last me 2 days. See I'm not lying! I do wear my sports bras too, for my gym sessions once or twice a week and I will wash them after that. But I don't usually wear them the whole day as they are too tight and uncomfortable.

To be frank, I'm not always so free and easy in school, not wanting to attract too much attention from people I have to face everyday. And I don't like to wear shapeless tops that downplay my breasts everyday. Most of my favourites need a bra inside so I don't look obscene. And I definitely wear bras when working on projects with guys. In fact I don't even wear miniskirts to school often for the same reason, just that I have more to write on my blog when I do. I'm not telling her about my blog of course, or the things that I can only tell you as Jenny. Maybe she will get used to all these after some time.

The thing is, Mum caught me coming home without a bra last Saturday so I had to confess to not wearing one "sometimes" when going out on weekends but I told her I always choose a suitable top that is not too revealing and wear nipple stickers and bring a jacket to cover up. I didn't bring a bra with me on Saturday, but I took all of the above precautions, fortunately, and she can't really see much.

She says that a big girl like me should know to feel shameful about not wearing a bra. What is the problem? It is not as if I'm topless! I'm still wearing a t-shirt, just that I'm not wearing a bra underneath. I'm not baring my boobs! There are only my parents at home with me and I don't think I need to be so modest when with my family. It is actually very common for girls of my generation to not wear a bra when at home, just a t-shirt will do. She is not too happy that I don't wear bras when at home but as long as I put one on when we have guests and when I go downstairs she keeps quiet about it. I don't mind not having the additional support. And as for when I'm going out.... well I think it is ok as long as I'm careful... I'm practically braless the whole weekend.

I'm not telling her this, but I already have guys staring at my chest even when I'm wearing a bra anyway and I'm used to it so let them stare when I'm not wearing one. It's all about comfort and a lifestyle choice. And I will usually either wear nipple stickers or bring a jacket, sometimes both. Most of the time I just choose a top that is safe to wear when going braless these days so I need not be so self-conscious, unlike the earlier days when I was showing off in white tops. You must be really lucky if you saw something you weren't supposed to. I still wear a bra inside when the top is really too thin or opening too big (risky!) or if it is white coloured.

I think she is not going to stop me as long as I take all these precautions. She didn't like me wearing g-strings, but now she closes one eye. Perhaps in time she will get used to this also. There are some benefits to not wearing a bra all the time. I told her about these, except for the last point:

1. It makes me behave in a more ladylike manner. I don't wave my hands around as much when I talk these days.
2. I don't feel itchy on hot days and scratch there, which is quite unsightly.
3. It is supposed to reduce the chances of getting breast cancer because toxins don't accumulate as much when the breasts are not trapped.
4. Spend less time and water on washing my bras.
5. Spend less money. Do you have any idea how expensive good bras are?
6. My boobs are more accessible. =P

Other than that, happy CNY to all my Chinese readers!

This morning

I hate 9AM tutorials because I have to get to campus early and that means joining the morning rush hour. I did not have much room to move in the crowded train and was somehow stuck with a man in front of me holding onto a pole with his arm at breast level. Yes, his arm touched my breast when the passengers continued to pile in and he was pushed towards me. I don't think he did it on purpose so it must be his lucky day. Especially when I was free and easy again this morning. Friday's a short day and I couldn't be bothered to wear a bra. Didn't even bring one along today.

I know he can feel my softness through my t-shirt and cardigan. Anyway I was blocked on all sides and cannot really turn away. In situations like this, I can squirm a bit and lift up my file to protect myself if I want to. But the train started moving and I decided to just grin and bear with it. After all I wasn't pressing in very hard. I did regret a little about being so gracious when the train reached the next station and I pressed onto him a little harder because somebody almost fell on me. Lucky him, but I don't even remember his face now, so no big deal.

Cold weather, hot weather

I haven't been going out in miniskirts for a while. Weather's been too cold and I will catch another cold on my pussy if I leave out my g-string! I still remove my bra sometimes when I'm alone and the top is thick enough or if I have a sweater or cardigan with me. My nipples are very obvious when I'm cold and I want to have some coverage when I go braless after school.

Today's a warm day at last! I could finally go out in a skirt and not freeze my ass off. The skirt is not too short, but I was bare underneath so things remained much cooler than if I wore jeans. I'm glad I was in a skirt. Only problem is, till now, I still have the bad habit of not sitting like a lady unless I keep a tight leash on myself. Once out of school I won't mind if someone looked up my skirt and saw something he wasn't supposed to see, but I must remain decent while with friends. The extra caution was worth it today because warm does not begin to describe the weather. It is very hot!

Haven't been going out as often after Christmas so not much updates to this blog. Too broke now after all the outings and buying of presents. The December hols was too short for me to go work so I'm surviving on what I earned during the last June hols. I remember there was one time when I was doing filing work for 2 days during the hols and I was braless throughout! Of course I had to wear a proper top that will not show cleavage and I had to put on a sweater so it is not so obvious. But that was fun! Don't think the people there noticed and I can easily remove my sweater after work

Oh and I love Sash's blog. I hope to be as free and uninhibited as her when I grow up! See how she overcame her childhood conditioning to be able to disrobe in front of her friends. I'm sure the guys won't mind. :-)

Oh and I love the new blogger! Makes it easier for me to add links and the archives look less cluttered too!

Running in a thong

Exams suck. So mean of uni to schedule exams so late. People start Christmas shopping already and we're still mugging. Went for another run before the last paper. But still stuck in a HDB estate coz it's too much trouble to go to a quiet park in a private housing estate without a car. Wore a black thong instead of my boyshorts this time.

Of course I did not leave my shorts in the carpark like what I did with my boyshorts. Too exposed running along the walkways with my buttocks bared. I run as usual to the HDB block, then found a unit with laundry hanging outside. I added my shorts, then on an impulse I removed my sports bra and placed it there too. I think they will be safe there at night with the lights already off and the door closed. So now I stand in the cold night wind wearing a singlet and thong (and socks and shoes of course) with my pony tail tied up. I could see my nipples through the thin fabric of my singlet. I walked the next few floors and it was really a little boring. Not very much different from wearing boyshorts, but my boobs bounced much more even though I was walking and not running. Nobody to appreciate them.

I sat down on the staircase for a while, thinking of what to do next. The cement was cold! And dusty. I had to dust off my buttocks after I've decided what to do next. The grooves on the edge of the steps left their mark on my tender flesh. So ugly! I tried to rub them out. I went back for my clothing. I went to the wrong floor and had a mild shock when I could not find my shorts. Still there, fortunately. It did take me a while to find them though. On hindsight, it would have been disastrous if the owners of the house kept their laundry while I was away on my run, I would really be caught with my pants down if they had kept my shorts and bra together with the rest of their laundry!

Wore back my shorts and went to 7-11 to buy drink. Stuffed my bra into my shorts and thong. It makes an ugly shape in my shorts! Dunno where else to keep it but it doesn't really stay there and I have to adjust it from time to time. The male staff at the counter definitely noticed I was not wearing a bra. I smiled at him and he was a little shy. Couldn't decide to look at my face or my nipples. I wonder if this is the last time I can come back to this outlet. Walked along the main road until I reached the town centre but very few people were still around at that time. Also too dark, not many people noticed until I reached bus interchange and took a bus home from there.The light there is stronger and the shape of my nipples more visible.

Ignored the stares of the other passengers, not many of them anyway. Took last seat on the bus and squatted down when the bus moved off. Removed my singlet and sat on the seat again with my shoulders down. Have to check for other vehicles outside, make sure there isn't a bus that suddenly appear beside me and its passengers can see that I'm topless! I played with my breasts for a while. So fun! Bus makes a long trip, I usually take short cut. Wore back my bra and singlet again when 2 bus stops away from home. One of my most exciting bus rides ever!

Braless after a paper

After one paper I stopped at one of the neighbourhood shopping centres on the way home and removed my bra. I was wearing a dark blue top with dark floral prints and jeans. I like the freedom and comfort of being able to go braless, and I appreciate this freedom all the more during exam times.

One day I was digging through my old clothes when I should have been studying for exams and found this top. It's loose and dark coloured so the shape of my breasts is not so noticable when they move. It's cut so that just a little bit of my cleavage can be seen when I'm wearing a bra underneath. You almost won't see them without that support so it's not really obvious that I'm braless, but you can still tell if you look carefully, as you will see later.

It was still early when I reached the shopping centre and there were not a lot of people. I walked around for a while enjoying the braless feeling. I have decided that I will stroll around until the lunch time crowd comes in and I will leave if I start to feel unsafe. It was mostly ok until I went to try on a top I saw. The aircon in the fitting room was cold and I left it with my nipples standing. I had to go buy some nipple stickers and go stick them on in the toilet. Some guys seem to have noticed along the way and looked more than they usually did, but that is still ok. The creepy part was when I noticed one guy hanging around the toilets and then following me when I came out. I remember seeing him in Watsons! I think he was stalking me! And he was looking at my chest when I came out. The nipple tapes I put on helped make it less obvious, but I think he knows that I'm still braless.

I went to another fashion shop and hung around for a while until he went off before I came out again. I think he's harmless, but it's kind of irritating and I would have been worried if he follows me to the MRT station. But since I lost him, I felt that it was ok for me to have my lunch there. KFC! Eating with my hands oily, I was glad he did not come back. I felt bold and took the train all the way home and wore back my bra only when I alighted at my station. Got to wear it back, can't go home without it. But I think I can get away without a bra. It depends on what I wear and what I do. Need to walk a little slower so the movements are less obvious and nipple tapes help cover up when I get cold or aroused.

Mugging at a fast food restaurant

Things I learnt while mugging for exams in a fast food outlet:

1. It can get terribly cold when studying in a miniskirt in aircon. I know you will ask if I'm bare underneath, the answer is that I'm not pantyless, but I'm still cold.

2. It's distracting to study in a miniskirt because it's very easy for me to uncross my legs and give a good view. Sometimes accidentally. I have to resist the temptation to do it intentionally because I won't be able to concentrate on my books if guys from the next table keep staring at me.

3. Going home in the evening for dinner means I have to squeeze with the working people going home after work. It's easy to get molested in the trains. That day that I was wearing a miniskirt, my left buttock got groped by someone who was getting off the train.

4. Studying in a t-shirt and jeans is much warmer even when I'm braless. Got to wear a thick t-shirt though, so the shape doesn't show so clearly.

5. It's so comfy braless that it feels like I'm at home in my room. One time when I was on my way home, I walked almost all the way to the mrt station before I remembered that I haven't worn back my bra and people are noticing.

I hate exams! Need to go let off some more stress!

guys without undies

Taking a short break from telling about my nighttime jog... I promise to finish writing about it soon ok?

Some readers have been emailing with me and told me that they have also tried going without undies. They are guys, so they face a problem with the distinctive shape when they get excited. Would you like to share your experiences?

For me, I do it for the thrill, because I can do it and nobody knows what I am doing. It's my secret. I'm a girl so my difficulties are to hide the bouncing breasts and to make sure my skirt doesn't fly up and that I don't get too wet... I'm sharing my exciting moments through this blog.

Post your comments or email me in essay form no less than 1000 words :-p

Why do you do it? What challenges do you have to face? What exciting moments have you to tell?

Just kidding, a simple email will do. I'm a curious girl and I like to read about your stories as much as you like to read mine. It's encouraging when there is sharing.